We’d attended the quaint, family-oriented church for years. I’d joined Bible study groups, attended morning meetings for young mamas, and participated in Sunday school. Still, loneliness gnawed at my insides. Somehow, I just didn’t fit. One day after the traditional morning greeting, I once again watched as the women flitted from one pew to the other laughing and hugging each other while I stood awkwardly waving and smiling. I felt like the gangly little girl I’d once been-the last one to be chosen to play on the kickball or softball teams.
That afternoon, I spoke with my husband about looking for a different church. It’s terrible to feel invisible when you’re surrounded by people.
King David also experienced isolation. Having been handpicked by God, he’d slain a giant, married royalty, and had a meteoric rise to fame. Unfortunately, Saul was bent on murder. In an effort to escape, David found refuge in the cave of Abdullum along with 400 desperate men who followed him there. (1 Samuel 22)
Still, David felt alone. Unseen. Unnoticed. Was he? Was I? Are you?
The Secrets of the Cave
I’d been living in a cave. Unlike David, my cave was imperceptible. Its walls weren’t made of limestone or located in a barren desert, but they were real. My cave was called Anxiety and Depression.
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Some of you may have a cave, as well. Perhaps yours is named Trial, Difficulty, Sorrow, or Illness. It could be Divorce, Trauma, or Loss. We all find ourselves stumbling into desert caves at some point. While residing in the cave often feels uncomfortable, there are some secrets we can learn from David and his time in the cave of Adullam.
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• Caves Make Us Better Prayer Warriors
A musician and poet, David penned Psalm 142 as well as other poems and prayers during his time in the cave. He learned to “pour out”, or spill, his heart before God and set an example for future believers. While God already knows our needs, anxieties, and troubles, he longs to communicate intimately with us.
• Caves Help Us Realize Our Condition
David was surrounded by the enemy with Saul on one side and the Philistines on the other. He saw no way of escape. But God provided a route of victory. Even when we’re confused or uncertain of our future, God clearly sees the way. He is never unsure of His plans for us.
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• Caves Remind Us That God is Constant
While David felt as though nobody cared for Him, the maker of heaven and earth heard his prayers. Isn’t that incredible? God hears every cry that spills from our hearts. Oh, what blessing to be known and loved that intimately.
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• Caves Aren’t Our Home
Something comes after the cave. When God brought David out of the cave, he’d prepared him for battles, victory, and then kingship. Perhaps you, too, are being prepared for a battle. Or, perhaps your cave is the battle and afterward, you’ll experience victory. Whatever the case, the Lord will bring you out the cave with purpose, fully prepared that “[you] might give thanks to [His] name”.
Peace and grace,
Tammy
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Wonderful thoughts and encouragement for those cavegspit.coms we all dwell in at times. David’s response to trials is always a lesson for us as his heart was turned to depend on God.
I learn so much from David’s life. I’m grateful for his honesty! Peace and grace, Tammy
As an extreme introvert, somethings I’ve learned along this journey of faith is that sometimes we make our own caves. In my case, shyness keeps me in the background in unfamiliar situations. All my senses are on “High Alert” in those moments. In time, like at church, I find I can sometimes let down my guard with some people, but not all. Other times, it feels I’ve been placed in a cave by others (biological parents and siblings for example); with hopes that I’ll be forgotten or just go away. Even in life’s caves, there’s been one constant. I’ve NEVER been in there alone; God has always been with me, even when I didn’t realize it. Love this post! God’s blessings sweet friend.
You’re right, J.D., God is the constant in every cave-whether self-created or crafted by others. Oh, what a comfort! Blessings to you, as well.